I'm Not Alone !

2008-11-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

Hahah, all pretty right? Okay(:

There are 2 males, 1 female and 5 trans.

Can you figure out which is which? :D Have fun, going to malaysia tmr, back from macau last night only >.> take care~

2008-11-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

Just a few things to share, a joke, two videos and.. a worst part in my dota life(or perhaps favourite) :D

Firstly,
Abit stupid :D Funny though!

HSM3 Funny guy appears? LOL ROCKETMAN!

Secondly, THE JOKE :D

(1)One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asks about his bill and the barber replies, ‘I cannot accept money from you. I’m doing community service this week.’ The florist is pleased and leaves theshop.

When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning there is a ‘thank you’ card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door.

Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, ‘I cannot accept money from you. I’m doing communityservice this week.’ The cop is happy and leaves the shop.

The next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a ‘thank you’ card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door.

Then, a Congressman comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill the barber again replies, ‘I cannot accept money from you. I’m doing community service this week.’ The Congressman is very happy and leaves the shop.

The next morning when the barber goes to open up, there are a dozen congressmen lined up waiting for a free haircut.And that, my friends, illustrates the fundamental difference between the citizens of our country and the members of our Congress.

Vote carefully this year(:

Thirdly, getting thrashed by Ks in the 2nd round of Garena Singapore Tournament><

We got totally OWNED 66-21 by a international team, i was like walau, when in the world they came Singapore. Shocked to see them, hah but still it was 'honour' to fight them (: Hahah, i'll upload the replay here :D Nevermind, if you want it i can send it to you on msn :D

This concludes my post, (Oh yeah, good luck for those who appealled! :D And goodnight!)

;)

2008-11-07T00:04:00.003+08:00

Okay! Finally back to blogging since I've so much free time! Let me summarise about probably the week. Took part in GST (Garena Singapore Tournament), DotA, first round is over! Guess what happened, opponent got disqualified :D Hahah, on the day, the opponent still messaged me, "you still want to play anot. dunt waste my time". Seems like scolding me, they didnt find out they were dq-ed yet! So now we're up to round two. Our team name from Synergy changed to Synchronise, haha. That's all for dota.

My november holidays is totally packed:
4-6nov - Chalet.
11-15nov - Off to Macau.
17-28nov - Off to Malaysia.

So i guess i'll get a job during december then, at MacDonalds! Then take up many classes, to kill time. Oh yeah, the results for subject combination is out tomorrow! Well, hope to get into the one I want, so gonna appeal for it >:(

-The end for this post.-

Okay a little Q&A.
Q1)What are your dreams in life?
A1: I'm like totally inspired by everything. Dota, dance, music, drumming, basketball, chemistry, loads more! I hope to excel in all, hahah. Perhaps i'll put basketball & music/dance as first priority then chemistry & dota(:

Q2)What do you hope to aim for?
A2: Be like Yuan Da Ying? Hahaha, joking. Umph, good basketball player. Hit the tops for cyber gaming & able to do well for studies and perhaps go to america & experience PROM NIGHT.

Enoughhhhhhh. I'll go and sleep now. Good Night XD

-------------------------------Everything below are the past now ---------------------------

2008-05-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

As soft windssweep away the days,
I look back on life through this very haze.

Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,
In childlike gaze that never seem to end.

The laughter in a game of catch,
Should memories ever attach...

To innoncence in youthful eyes,
Catching the ball to my Dad's suprise.

I recall my first bike, first wreck,
Who picked me up and said.. "What the heck?"

Convinced me to give it just one more try,

While, my knees were skinned, I realised I forgot to cry.

I felt joy just knowing he was there,

Making him proud was what I only cared.

There was nothing that I couldn't do,

My heart held fast that to be true.

Though teenage years were kind of rough,

I sure was neither too big nor felt tough.

You taught me the difference of wrong and right,

And never to ever start a fight.

So I had to learn the hard way to stand,

Still, with each lump, I found your hand.

You were my one and only inner strength,

And stubborn pride of yours with equal length.

But there the line of fate had unfatefully drawn,

With just one blink and everything went wrong.

I found myself facing the sun,

I couldn't accept the fact ..

that you were really gone..

Eyes blinded by a void inside,

I could not believe that you had really died.

Alas finding it to be true,

I can't help but feel so lost without you.

Please, Dad, today just hear my call,

I'm sorry for the time I dropped that ball.

My life is wrecked, my knees still skinned,

My emotions grew ruly and rather undisciplined.

I can't get up.. No matter how I tried,

Please don't fret.. Though I can't fight what I can't see,

Dad, I've only one thing to say..

I'll treasure those times.. That you were always there for me

2008-04-26T15:36:00.007+08:00

Final Fantasy Crisis Core Screenshots

Below, new DMW system! Hahaha, turns into animals = =

New guy here =D

Dumb Dragon, hahahas.

Haha, Final fantasy sure is a fun game, but takes time to complete =/ Cant wait to complete and roll the slot machine xD Haha. Took this picuture during class. Haha english class, was playing psp behind. Who knows? :)

2008-04-22T21:12:00.013+08:00

Haha long time never post, busy playing PSP and computer / studying =D Hmm mass - display of pictures. xD If you're in here, dont blame me for your face.
Had fun playing soccer though, playing without goal keeper hahaha.

Woohoo, this is the night market(pasar malam) near my house. Haha, in the 4th picture, 'LUAN LUAN MAI', anyhow sell? Haha, it was beautiful though, their goods are like -_-' hahas.

"Ka-CHING, so fake"

"Look out! PERVERT, HAHAHAHA. Joking =D Was waiting for bus"
What in the world are they teaching? If you cant see the word, zoom in. Haha "The image is smellier than the object and inverted." Perhaps they meant, "The fish is smellier than the chicken but tastier" Hahahaha. Anyway good luck for your studies, gotta study, bye xD

RE: Dont Forget This ;D

2008-04-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

"On a scale of 1 to 100, rate your level of happiness (100 being perfect, 1 being suicidal)".What's your answer to that?Many teenagers, I believe, will probably place the scale at, 20% to 60%. (: Did I pinpoint you correctly?Minus some complaints, unhappiness, I'd rate mine a 90%.I'm pretty damn happy with my life! ;D And this is not a spur of the moment rating, it's an average taken from various times I've rated my life.I pretty much like the way I am now! 1) I am a kid! My parents support me. 2) I'm a student! That means, I get SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. - Do you get that in adult life? 3) Concession rates! Students get concession rates. 4) It's like, almost the peak of my youth. I still have the ability to do all kinds of activities! 5) I have great friends. 6) I have pretty OK grades. 7) My parents love me. 8) blah blah blah *the list goes on*I don't see what there is to be unhappy about! ;DSo, I decided to begin brainstorming about the various reasons why teens are always so emo (e.g. on their blogs) or damn unhappy with what is their one and only chance at making your young times work. These are the possible reasons:

1) Low self-esteem.
AHHH A pretty common phenomenon. I figure YOU think you are either 1) not good looking 2) not popular 3) don't have good grades 4) don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend 5) YOU SECRETLY HATE YOURSELF.Did I hit the nail on the head?And then you try and be nice, and change your own personality just to fit in and become popular. You put on a smile in front of everyone else, but secretly, you think you are a failure and you thorougly dislike yourself. Try this exercise: List down 10 things you don't like about yourself. Then, list down 10 things you LIKE about yourself. Finding the latter incredibly difficult? Secretly wished you were better looking? Secretly desire for someone's love and attention? You're very critical, but deep inside you're wondering why other people seem so successful, whereas you're not?There you go.[I forgot to mention girls and their desire to stay slim, like all those models. -.-]

2) Obsession with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
You're growing up, and you're definitely interested in experimentation.Seems like everyone else is getting a boyfriend/girlfriend, and it seems pretty dang cool. You go all out and get one yourself.You spend so much time grieving over your crush/amor. The most stupid thing is, YOU BREAK UP, which is the major cause of all that sadness.And then you spend days doing all those "oh-i-miss-you" drama. You cry, emo, and your friends have to comfort you.The most stupid thing is, YOU GO OUT AND GET A NEW BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND.This is not the time to fall in love! (People might kill me for such conservative thoughts, but I'm saying them anyway.)You're only a teenager for God's sake! There are so many things you can do now with your life, but NOT falling in love!How many of the teen couples you know eventually grow up and get married! NIL. Of course, if you found one, you can pray really hard and hope that the same thing will happen with you and your amor.Good luck with that.Don't waste your life being obsessed with such ridiculous worries. So what if your friends all have amors?You don't need one! Haven't you survived the past 10+ years of your life without and amor? You can pretty much do the same for the next 100. ;D I believe an amor is one who will really make you happy, one that deserves your commitment, your time, your effort etc. Do you want to waste your time on some Tom/Dick/Harry or Mary/Jane/Susan that YOU AREN'T EVEN SURE YOU'R GONNA GET MARRIED WITH?Don't do things just because everyone else does it! Think for yourself![p/s some losers are gonna retort, "but cupid struck me". You always have a choice. ]

3) Following the crowd.
Cause of low self-esteem, you try desperately to follow the current latest trends in music, fashion, etc etc. [Includes getting yourself a boyfriend/girlfriend]You admire people who listen to certain genres of music, have a great sense of style, etc, to the extent of being jealous.Then when someone doesn't have the traits you admire, but you are secretly jealous of other successful traits in their life, you start being critical.You see what the 'cool' kids are doing, and then you try and follow them. Take for example, you start shopping and buying expensive clothes, you begin SMOKING, you try alcohol, you SKIP SCHOOL, etc etc!All these are just desperate attempts to fit in, and it won't make people like you more.Even after doing all that crap, you still don't like yourself. ----------------------- Why are teenagers doing things like that!?I hate all those emo blogs, smoking teens, lovesick teens etc! Now is the time to study. Really. If you don't, you're gonna be doing odd jobs in the future.It's all so sad. It's THE time of your life. Think about it. Is this the life you're gonna be happy with when you look back 50 to 60 years down the road?Make the necessary adjustments.I'm not saying I'm not subject to all the above pressures, but I constantly make the appropriate changes.I'm really happy with my life. :D Just because one million people do something doesn't make it right. Start believing in yourself and make your own choices, not others'. Good Luck ;D
If i can do it, why not you? ;D

2008-03-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

Oh PLEASE. I'm not planning to joke on this post. I'm gonna complain. STOP filling me with information please.. I had enough.. You dont have to tell me what's what and how's how, dont pollute me with such stuff. I want to be clean, you're bringing me frustrations everyday and you think by sharing, everyone may get the right idea? You're filling too much information for a 14-year old kid to digest.. I dont mind reasoning every reason why you should stop sharing such stuff at this age.. Anyway, sorry NCC's pupils who's soccer ball got rammmmmmm by him. Haha, i think he thought that was fun =/ I want to fall. FALL DOWN NOW. I can faint right here. Im having fever now and when the soccer ball i kick, i didnt realise i used my toe nail to kick and BLEEEEEED. Then today, i just reach home, so late.. Today had PE, Basketball and Basketball again -_- Tiring , bones are aching. Haha glad that she became your blogshop's supplier =D

I'm seriously overloaded with information, especially UNECCESARY ones and DIRTY. Maybe i should go get a concussion and everything will be just alright. Okay i'll type till here, cya ;D

2008-03-23T00:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah oh yeah, haha jana - No problem ;) Haha, finally i did something right... But i hate PEOPLE who go back against their word. Inhumans. =/ You promised that for my birthday present and now, you're gonna take it back? What in the world are you thinking, nevermind, i seriously wont argue with you anymore, take it back, I DONT CARE. You can call this attitude or what but reflect upon yourself, you always think you're right. Its always my fault.

Dont threaten me without good offers ^^ hahaha, anyway have a good day head! byebye :)

2008-03-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

Haha its a brand new term =/ but this term, im going to make it a fun and fruit one. Anyway hope my phone is going to be repaired finish by this week. Haha, tmr NDP! But sad, i dont have to go, because im not a SINGAPOREAN? Hahaha, im made in china =/ joking , excused =D I think im lucky this time. Haha, as for my studies, need work hard and buck up. Geog & Chi & Lit, no problem, maths and science and english, uh oh. Haha, 29th March is a big day too hahaha. Okay, needa chiong homework, byebye :D

2008-03-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

Goal in life :

TO make people laugh, smile and be positive.

I'll try my best to make everyone i know laugh, even if its just a lol, haha, hehe, i'll be sastified with the results. =D Even if Mas Selamat is going to smile for me, i wouldn't mind.. Holidays is one of the good points to be positive for =/ Anyway, gotta go for bowling =X Byebye =D SMILE.

2008-03-07T18:55:00.002+08:00

To Kenneth : "This battle I've given up, it's now up to you and K. Good luck. "

To her : "What good is beauty without brains, looks without charm, money without happiness, a smile without feelings, a life without you.."

Confused, tired and frustrated.

I'll do my part and press on if it doesn't goes the way i want it to be, I guess..

Tomorrow Jumbo Jumble Fair, its gonna be a long day, at least there's DotA tournament =X Im gonna be all prepared tonight. With a good night sleep i guess, unless, i dont be busybody, go around helping people i shouldn't have.. =/

Hmm maybe i should just let time take over me, as I go on in life. Cheers! Haha.. This war for wisdom is for me to persevere on! I'll wait.. I promise.. I'll even wait my whole life for YOU :)

2008-03-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

Give up or press on? Guess im really confused, best is to just ignore.. If we dont have emotions, life will be much easier, isnt it? Haha, I guess i should just pretend to be ignorant.. Today never happened. Haha, jonny, you play halfway, then go afk, play what.. -_- make us lose =/

2008-02-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

OH NO..!

I did something i shouldnt have done. Im feeling reallly reallly guilllty.. Sighs, why did i do it T_T Nevermind about it, tomorrow ART, have not done the drawing, =/ 10pm it shall be done hahaha.. Okay i really needa go, eat, cya! sorry for the short post, i'll replace it by tomorrow :D

2008-02-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

YES YES YES. Finally got my tickets! Haha, guess im lucky this time.. What would make an ideal present for a 14-year old kid? Hmm,
-Soft toys(include bears)
-Toys
-Toys
-And more toys?!

Where is the gift shop anyway.. Shucks, any better presents? Unique also can.. The day's coming, better hurry up =/ Okay, end of story, i got to go, prepare for tomorrow's drum and tuition. Sighs.....

2008-02-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today expired. Please renew. Time will cure it. Please give me some time.

2008-02-19T22:11:00.001+08:00

Today Never Happened.

2008-02-18T18:09:00.006+08:00

Yipee? End of common test ! Haha.. Oh my, literature was a failure. failure. failure. But thanks to "him", i got free 20 marks! English managed to pass! Miracle? I think not. Hmm =/ My comp's internet / router is going down T_T I cant even play a game!! Play 3 min, disconnected.. I think my father set it to do so, hehe. The biggest problem with kids today is that society has taught them that they are all unique, delicate flowers whose opinions are welcome. Basically, parents today don't beat their kids enough, true or false? =S What is the best way to cure emo? Please give me suggestions ;D Haha. The plan to kill superman picture is just for humor. My personal perspective on life is simple. You are responsible for your own happiness. Not a gaming company. Not your mom. You. Only you.If you choose to wallow in pity because X is not turning out the way you want it too, change whatever YOU can change until you find a brighter outlook. Your teacher cannot do that for you. A gaming company cannot do that for you. You must do that yourself. Considering me as a student, I wish I had more teachers who told me the truth like that. And I honor the few who did. Is that the best way to cure Emo? I don't know, but it is my way. Emo is the archtype given to the kids of today who actually have it good, and yet feel like they are getting the shaft from society. Emo only became popular once Hot Topic became the Goth Central, and the people who could not afford to shop there tried and failed to be popular. Once this happened, society branded the new quasi-goth kids EmO.

Enough of emo -.- Hmm guess a song bah.
"So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it"

What is the title? Correct = $2 of carnival tickets.
L-O-L

2008-02-17T21:38:00.007+08:00

Hmm since due to lack of time, make it a short and sweet post, then i'll go do my factsheet and prepare myself for tomorrow's COMMON TEST, the last one! Let me introduce to my clan, DPMF. What DPMF stands for?
D- Dont
P- Point
M- Middle
F- Finger

It sounds like a non-vulgar clan right? Yeah, u got it right ;D This clan is formed recently, about november. This clan is formed for DOTA! Currently, there are 20 people, include me, 21. Ages ranging from 13 - 23.. Isnt it like 10 years different? Haha, im the youngest there. There's clan gathering during holidays, as there's some members working, some studying. So holiday is the best choice =/ There are about 5 basketball players in this clan from different schools, 1 day might compete with one another, who knows? Haha.. Currently, it should be place as -=DPMF=- as gaming nick. Haha, we welcome anyone who wants to join, just give me ur email at my tagboard, if there's someone willingly to, -__- haha. En-aid Power!!! CPR -.- Pretty cool huh, cya :D gd luck to those with common test coming up.

2008-02-14T20:16:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO~! ITS VALENTINES. V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E-S .
Guess whats VALENTINES STANDS FOR?!
V-Verified
A-As
L-Love
E-Everybody
N-Nearby
T-That
I-Is
N-Named
E-Eugene
S-Simon(e)
=D Done by me. Copyrighted. Haha.

The day has come to be associated with a generic platonic greeting of "Happy Valentine's Day." As a joke, Valentine's Day is also referred to as "Singles Awareness Day" (SAD)
What do you call love. If its not perhaps love, then probably love. Haha.. Alot of songs gotta to with valentines, perhaps love and love stuff.. alot is nice one :D Anyway Happy valentines, good luck in common test and btw, Not Single = i meant by Not Singleporean. Is SINGAporean. Get it? Haha it was meant to be a joke.

2008-02-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

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2008-02-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

今天, 我死了。。

Reprogrammed:

Edited
Modified
Created
Activated
Launched
Ready -

She calls me baby, then she won't call me. Says she adores me and then ignores me. _____ , what's the problem? She keeps her distance and sits on fences. Puts up resistance and builds defenses. _____, what's the problem? You leave me hanging on the line. Every time you change your mind. First You say you won't, then you say you will. You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on. We're standing still, _____ . You got me on my knees. _____ , it's killing me. She needs her own space. She's playing mind games. Ends up at my place saying that she's changed. _____ , what's the problem? I'm trying to read between the lines. You got me going out of my mind!

_____ <- Her Name

2008-02-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

Sighs.. What more can i ask for.. Super stress up.. Haha.. At least theres up and down in life, it isnt that bad after all.. Having a few laughs then study, play, nap, cry? ¬¬. Show you what happened in Northpoint today..

Power steamboat right? Haha.. The cleaner scolded "him" and it was worth a few laughter though.. Tomorrow chinese test.. Cant take it!!
Haha.. IS this called emo? == After this post, gotta go prepare factsheet.. Gimme advices on how to de-stress! Why cant parents do this ? Every child theres an angel-self and devil-self, focus more on the good side and wake up the angel, best qualites will then surface.. Everyone has their dreams, if you plan on something, go all way out on it, dont give up, never have second thoughts and NEVER look back. Do anything as long as its not against the law. If you wanna be a gamer, go all out to be a top cyber gamer. Dont stop! If you wanna be a fighter, go all out to be a international fighter.. If you are thinking that parents are your obstacles, then think twice.. Anyway, believe you can do it and JUST DO IT :D hahahaha..
As for me, im just a kid. Small one. =X

2008-02-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry, long time didnt post, due to visiting and red packet collecting =D Haha.. Trap card activated ! OWNED. HAHA. Isnt it cool ? Hahaha ... Sorry, u forced me to use this card, i bought it for 99.90 only.. joking =D How much red packet did you collect?! Mine was an okay okay income.. haha best of all, get to eat ! Hmm refer abit back to the "Greatest Gift" bah.

How To Make Right Choices ?

1. Be aware of where the road leads
Choose intelligence. Not every decision we make is a moral choice. Sometimes it's just a matter of choosing between stupidity and intelligence. For example, if you are a young nonsmoker and your friend offers you a cigarette, don’t take it. That would be stupid. If you’re looking for the path to happiness, it is easy to find. Just avoid the paths with signs that say STUPID and follow those that say SMART. Easy enough to do, but you have to remember to check the signs before you start down a path.

2. Do what you can
Decide what you CAN do, not what you WANT to do. Our wants are insatiable. We want to do everything. But how can we become anything if we want to become everything? Choose worthwhile goals that you have time for. Set priorities and focus on the important issues. If you run out of time before getting to the minor tasks, at least you would have done the important ones.

3. Look for the good
Some of us may be undergoing great hardships. But no life is so difficult that it cannot be made better by improving our attitude. No matter how dire the circumstances, if you look for some good, you will find it. But how can we find anything good if we occupy our time complaining? The rule to remember is that we are certain to find what we look for. If we search for good, we will find it. If we search for something to complain about, we will surely find it. Choose to search for good. And choose to believe something good can and will happen. Choose to live with hope, rather than despair. Don’t be a dope. Learn to cope. Live with hope :D HUAT AR!

4. If you can’t change the circumstances, change yourself
We cannot choose what will happen TO us, but we can choose what happens IN us. That is, we can choose to have the right attitude, one in which we view challenges as opportunities instead of problems. Choose to be positive. Example : "If you were paralyzed there were 10,000 things you could do; now there are 9,000. You can either dwell on the 1,000 I’ve lost or focus on the 9,000 you have left." So , be positive ! xD

5. Be aware of your choices
When we act out of habit rather than conscious choice, the path we’re traveling on is a rut, perhaps even a slippery slope. If we don’t want to end up at the wrong place, we have to be awake. We have to be aware and make our choices consciously. Look around you. There are great people everywhere. Champions, victors. And they’re all rooting for you. They are voting for you because they want you to win. Unfortunately, you are also surrounded by losers, people who want to drag you down. They are voting against you. Half are for you. Half are against you. How will this closely contested drama turn out? It all depends on you because you will be casting the deciding vote. The ballot is the choices you make. Be careful how you choose! Good Night !

2008-02-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

What more do you want ? Beauty without brains , Looks without charm , Money without happiness , A smile without feelings , A life without you .. Removed picture . No choice , sorry ;D posting new picture on 11 Feb =D Watch out for it hahaha .

Dictionary:
Apathetic = having or showing little or no feeling or emotion, having little or no interest or concern , also known as, the dont-care and dont-know =D

Life`s greatest gift
(Piece of advice from me !)

What is life`s greatest gift? It is free will or choice. Choice is the ability to select one course of action from a set of alternatives to achieve a goal. What is so great about choice? It transforms us from dumb animals into artists. Each of us becomes another Michelangelo, for choice is nothing other than the chisel we use to sculpt our life. The chisel doesn’t come free, however, for the price of choice is responsibility. But when we accept and carry out our responsibility, the reward is great. The reward is happiness.

Life is not static, it is a flow. Every choice we make leads us closer to or further from our goals. We constantly need to monitor where we are on our journey. We need to ask questions: Am I moving closer to my goals? If not, what corrective measures can I take? What action will I take now to realign myself with my goals? Choice is power. Choice is at the heart of life; it is the creative power of life.

You make choices every day, and your life becomes more convenient or comfortable because of them. For example, you decide which stores to shop at and which gas station to patronize. But the decisions we make that sculpt our lives are far more important than deciding where to shop. The more we appreciate the difference between minor and major decisions, the greater the likelihood that we will experience happiness and fulfillment.

All chess lovers realize that it isn`t necessary to win to enjoy the game. The pleasure is in the playing. Life is like a chess game. Make the best moves (choices) you can under the circumstances. If you live by this rule, you will always enjoy the game of life, regardless of its outcome. Same goes to dota ? Hahhahaha..

2008-02-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Holy .. Today caught a fever -.- So zhun .. Hahaha .. nevermind, ate too much KFC is like that .. Back to crushes thingy..

"On a scale of 1 to 100, rate your level of happiness (100 being perfect, 1 being suicidal)".What's your answer to that?Many teenagers, I believe, will probably place the scale at, 20% to 60%. (: Did I pinpoint you correctly?Minus some complaints, unhappiness, I'd rate mine a 90%.I'm pretty damn happy with my life! ;D And this is not a spur of the moment rating, it's an average taken from various times I've rated my life.I pretty much like the way I am now! 1) I am a kid! My parents support me. 2) I'm a student! That means, I get SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. - Do you get that in adult life? 3) Concession rates! Students get concession rates. 4) It's like, almost the peak of my youth. I still have the ability to do all kinds of activities! 5) I have great friends. 6) I have pretty OK grades. 7) My parents love me. 8) blah blah blah *the list goes on*I don't see what there is to be unhappy about! ;DSo, I decided to begin brainstorming about the various reasons why teens are always so emo (e.g. on their blogs) or damn unhappy with what is their one and only chance at making your young times work. These are the possible reasons:

1) Low self-esteem.
AHHH A pretty common phenomenon. I figure YOU think you are either 1) not good looking 2) not popular 3) don't have good grades 4) don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend 5) YOU SECRETLY HATE YOURSELF.Did I hit the nail on the head?And then you try and be nice, and change your own personality just to fit in and become popular. You put on a smile in front of everyone else, but secretly, you think you are a failure and you thorougly dislike yourself.

Try this exercise: List down 10 things you don't like about yourself.

Then, list down 10 things you LIKE about yourself.

Finding the latter incredibly difficult? Secretly wished you were better looking? Secretly desire for someone's love and attention? You're very critical, but deep inside you're wondering why other people seem so successful, whereas you're not?There you go.[I forgot to mention girls and their desire to stay slim, like all those models. -.-]

2) Obsession with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
You're growing up, and you're definitely interested in experimentation.Seems like everyone else is getting a boyfriend/girlfriend, and it seems pretty dang cool. You go all out and get one yourself.You spend so much time grieving over your crush/amor. The most stupid thing is, YOU BREAK UP, which is the major cause of all that sadness.And then you spend days doing all those "oh-i-miss-you" drama. You cry, emo, and your friends have to comfort you.The most stupid thing is, YOU GO OUT AND GET A NEW BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND.This is not the time to fall in love! (People might kill me for such conservative thoughts, but I'm saying them anyway.)You're only a teenager for God's sake! There are so many things you can do now with your life, but NOT falling in love!How many of the teen couples you know eventually grow up and get married! NIL. Of course, if you found one, you can pray really hard and hope that the same thing will happen with you and your amor.Good luck with that.Don't waste your life being obsessed with such ridiculous worries. So what if your friends all have amors?You don't need one! Haven't you survived the past 10+ years of your life without and amor? You can pretty much do the same for the next 100. ;D I believe an amor is one who will really make you happy, one that deserves your commitment, your time, your effort etc. Do you want to waste your time on some Tom/Dick/Harry or Mary/Jane/Susan that YOU AREN'T EVEN SURE YOU'R GONNA GET MARRIED WITH?Don't do things just because everyone else does it! Think for yourself![p/s some losers are gonna retort, "but cupid struck me". You always have a choice. ]

3) Following the crowd.
Cause of low self-esteem, you try desperately to follow the current latest trends in music, fashion, etc etc. [Includes getting yourself a boyfriend/girlfriend]You admire people who listen to certain genres of music, have a great sense of style, etc, to the extent of being jealous.Then when someone doesn't have the traits you admire, but you are secretly jealous of other successful traits in their life, you start being critical.You see what the 'cool' kids are doing, and then you try and follow them. Take for example, you start shopping and buying expensive clothes, you begin SMOKING, you try alcohol, you SKIP SCHOOL, etc etc!All these are just desperate attempts to fit in, and it won't make people like you more.Even after doing all that crap, you still don't like yourself.
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Why are teenagers doing things like that!?I hate all those emo blogs, smoking teens, lovesick teens etc! Now is the time to study. Really. If you don't, you're gonna be doing odd jobs in the future.It's all so sad. It's THE time of your life. Think about it. Is this the life you're gonna be happy with when you look back 50 to 60 years down the road?Make the necessary adjustments.I'm not saying I'm not subject to all the above pressures, but I constantly make the appropriate changes.I'm really happy with my life. :D Just because one million people do something doesn't make it right. Start believing in yourself and make your own choices, not others'. Good Luck ;D

Friday , 2nd February 08

2008-02-02T11:14:00.000+08:00

View this mindmap after i told you to .. Okay , today is a super bad starting . Morning had training(7.25am) , alarm was suppose to ring at 6.30am , then it rang at 7am! I didnt realise, hence, i ate slowly. When i went to look at the clock, oh shit ! 7.20am ......... Then stomache, went to toilet , 7.25am out . Rush to MRT, train gone, wait for the next 5min train @@ .. Reach school at 7.40am .. Not bad =D training ended at 10.40am , quickly took a train home, bathe and do cyber homework~~ haha , cant believe bball ppl planned to go out wif their crushes during VALENTINES DAY to celebrate . So young got all this stuff haha , crushes dont last long i guess, just for experiences.. Now click this mind map, take this "mindmap" for example , if u confess ur crush for someone, it has 50% chance of wont last , for experience only, but if u got rejected at that very moment, u lost a friend instead. Not worth eh ? Maybe u really found ur true partner, then good luck in developing =D But still dont let all this stuff get over your studies .. hahaha .. okay i go do cyber day homework already, talk to me in msn bah . And dont give me critics here . Comments accepted only . HAHA

Back to blogging ~!

2008-02-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm , stopped blogging for a long long time till now =X Wa today , is the most freaking day ever , alot of " clever " people touch-ed my bag and made few books lost . Sighs , nevermind .. But no use revenging right .. Haha , even if i found some "new" books in my bag , i also dont care already . Must learn to put things down and move on with life . Hahha sounds familiar -.-

Does this rabbit looks like Koo ? Haha.. To who ever called me loser , haha , nevermind , forgive and forget xD Good term used . Okay . Up till here , im not gonna type anymore . Okay end here , i said here , NOW . Okay bye xD ... I said bye now . Okay bye --